No Good Can Come From Bad

This storm is hideous. If I look outside my house I can see the snow edging up to my house.. like the the height of my windows. Wicked cool, but wicked frightening. 45 mph winds is kinda crazy!

Sleeping in is a great gift from God. Thank you! Having my dad down my back for the whole fuckin day is a punishment from the Devil. Out of control with his temper and his rude comment, I might go mad.

But finally having a spotless and hospitable room that is dust free is healthy. Finally having that time is also very healthy. All I need in my room is a computer with internet access, a refigerator/cooler with gallons of orange juice, milk, and water, and a comfy bean bag chair, and I would never have to leave my room.

I am so excited for college, but scared at the same time. I am so glad to be in a place where all I do is practice music... everything music and be with people that want to learn everything there is about music. I am scared of losing the connections the friends that I have made here in my hometown. They will forever be my friends, but I don't want to lose connections with those important people in my life. I know I will make a lot of friends at Millkin next year, but I want to keep my friends from Fargo. I hope I will forever stay in contact.

Upcoming events: New York Trip (aka spring break (which is hilarious cause of all the snow we have in Fargo, not very springy... :( )) ( I also need more money for that event....) ummm... ooo right from NY, I go to All State for Vocal jazz ( I need to practice that music... that is my goal in the week... to have that music down)... and the scariest event ever... music scholarship auditions!!! ( I need to rehearse my pieces every day and choose which foreign language from my repetoire to sing for those auditions... hmmm italian or norwegian..... I also need to rehearse my music theory skills... I want that highest scholarship ahhhh so much stress is on that audition.. i want to start out right away on that BM program)


so.... there are the weeks ahead... ooo and the musical... which is kind of a joke. I'll have that part memorized in like a week.

David is ... listening to my brother teach my nieces how to play mancala

Last:
thing I ate: tacos
person I text: Jacob Schnabel
song I listened to: Diva - Beyonce
time I took a shower - yesterday (meaning i've been in my pajamas all day..superman pajamas and Nikkie's U of M swimming sweatshirt... so comfy...)


Coldplay quote:
"They are turning my head out
To see what I'm all about
Keeping my head down
To see what it feels like now
But I have no doubt
One day the sun will come out"
-Lovers in Japan -